Grey mouse

Small, tiny, cute, but will never reach anything in life.

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nederland valt aan als leeuwen!

june.13.2010

My mom was cleaning my room.
YAY!

Im weird.

GAH I NEED MONEY. My salary this week is 199,90. What kind of a number is that?! It's like a price of a TV or something. Why not give me 10 cents more? D:
Or just 100 more, that would be nice too. C:

And I think shooting is lovely, you know with firearms. However, the idea of shooting people isn't exciting at all. It would be so much cooler to shoot at machines and cars. Laser shooting seems fun to. I guess I'm just against killing people with guns and I'm also against killing animals with guns too.

Besides that's it's just plain cruel, the thought seems weird. Like, machines do pang-pang, but people do PLSJJTTT.

I know it's weird, but I am weird. XD.

Hur.

Work. School. Taekwondo. And a weird acting stomach. :'D

sick&tired&ireland~

Actually, I am. My stomach hurts all the time and apparently there's an infection from my nose to my throat. And that's also the reason why I hear badly.
Gosh, that's not very dandy to work with, clogged ears.

"EXCUSE ME MAM WHUT R U SAYIN?"


And I'm tired of all the working, being sick and having worries all the time.

"Worries? What does a seventeen year old worry about?"

Well, you've got the future: universities, work, paying for every little thing in your life yourself, school now, friends, social status (yes I do care about other people's opinions), family issues and more.

Ah well. Life's difficult when you start to want things. It's like your boss at work. He's thrilled to have you, but don't you dare start to ask for a raise on your salary.

Well, Ireland. I've been there. To be more specific in Malahide at a great host family! No really, they were fantastic! They had two doggies (well actually, big dogs) and gosh they were so adorable! The food was delicious.
The school we went there, Irish Collge of English was a bit weird. The people there are amazing, but we were stuffed with Irish things and didn't learn anything new about the English language really. We learned a bit about hurling and gaelic (spelling okay?) football. Though excrement.
Ireland is a beautiful land! The mountains and such are gorgeous. However Dublin wasn't so impressive. And the store didn't have good manga. All they had were big and popular series and not smaller ones or one shots. D:
The busses are terrible. At one moment we just sat there and when others came the conversation went like this:
"when's the bus coming?"
"we don't know. we'll just see whenever it comes."

So that was Ireland in a nutshell. c:


Currently: Training my pokemon. My Alakazam needs better defence.
Music: Royksopp // Only this Moment

soulah silvah.

Yes. I bought the new pokemon game for the DS. c:

My first pokemon game was Crystal, so when I heard that there was going to be a remake I HAD TO HAVE IT D:<

And I suck at taekwondo, but then again, I only had three lessons. Meh.

chuuu~

Making choices is bleh.
I wish I was a cat.
Then I'd have 9 lives.

cameltoe!

CAMELTOE!

I'm going to a taekwondo-thing tomorrow. Hurhur.

ohh burrnnnn

Well, I have a few pictures.
Should I make a flickr account?

But yeah, I burned my wrist a few days ago on boiling water. How exactly? Being freaking stupid, that's how. But if anyone asks I had this epic fall or something.

Picture of today! This is my last one o:
Oeh! I wonder what Mariska will do.

17-feb-2010

'Hush baby hush, it's time to fall apart.
Gimme all you got, cause it's time to say goodbye.
Reading the magazines, gossip won't save you today.
Hush baby hush, it's time to fall apart'


Gosh, some things just spring in mind, just like this piece of text. ^^

My second picture of the week:



I was playing around with the macro settings of my camera. It's not a great camera, so I was really surprised with the results.

I've entered my story in this competition. Somewhere in June the results will come out. That's so far away ;-;

Monday: first pic!

Yay! First picture, first thing-y monday, thing. Okay, so every week, on monday, Laila and I are going to take a picture of ourselves and then post it up. Either way, here is my picture for this week.

-Mariska



Ehh HI!
I'm not sure if the link of the picture works, but yeah, it links to my life is average. I found it rather appropriate for the picture.
Also, I failed writing the 'O'. Bleh~.

Matchstick men is a great movie. I just saw it. It's one of the few movies that dazzled me.

And jacuzzis are fun, but four hours in one leaves your fingers really wrinkly.

Hachiko.

I was biking home today, when I past a house. There was a dog in their front yard/garden. I should've taken a photo of the dog.
It was standing there like a statue, in the light snow. It was like Hachiko.
Such a fun sight.

screenager.

I'm listing to the Origin of Symmetry album right now by Muse. A great start of the holidays, I must say. I'm writing a wordpress blog right now about pets actually. It was based on a small feeling of pity.
I'm not sure about you, but sometimes, I get these flashes/waves of feelings. Sometimes they're like "I am here" or I get hit by this feeling that someone else might feel. I'm not sure if it feels like what the person really feels, but those feelings are weird.

I'm usually kinda apathetic, but that's definitely changing and I'm not sure if I like it, because, those feelings, they're aweful. Waves of sadness and anger. :/

I'm a bit happy for the fact that I have these feelings, they allow me to connect a bit more with people, yet at the same time, blergh.

... This feels a bit like a wordpress blog. Eh.

Continuing! Holidays~! Finally ^_^

I've got a 6.6 for French~!!
And a 6.4 for history.
And a 7.2 for maths.
I wish I had higher marks, but these aren't failings marks so I'm content!

Feb. 10. 2010.

YAY! Failed another test.
Great! Fantastic! Exquisite!

It's snowing again. I was biking from school when I some cars passed me by. The cars had a trail of white dust on the ground. It was really fun to see. I wondered if it was the snow or the engine smoke under the conditions of temperature. I wish I had my camera with me to take a picture of it.

Sorry for my failing English today.

the history of art.

Like.
I.
Care.
LIC.

do not care.

(why is the code for bold letters this:
<span style="font-weight:bold;">blehh</span>
no really, why?).

People that think too much about which style a painting are just superficial deep. :/

the pic.

from this:



to this:



I'm pretty proud of myself, I must say.

Holy crap.

Wauw. Okay. So.

Earth has not anything to show more fair:
Dull would he be of soul who could pass by
A sight so touching in its majesty:
This City now doth like a garment wear

The beauty of the morning: silent, bare,
Ships, towers, domes, theatres, and temples lie
Open unto the fields, and to the sky,
All bright and glittering in the smokeless air.

Never did sun more beautifully steep
In his first splendour valley, rock, or hill;
Ne'er saw I, never felt, a calm so deep!

The river glideth at his own sweet will:
Dear God! the very houses seem asleep;
And all that mighty heart is lying still!

No really WHAT?

I had to analyse this poem. It was either this or this weird long poem about berrypicking. Eh no. So I picked this sonnet. ..It's a sonnet right? Okay, so, English, probably a fail.

Why can't they teach us properly how to analyse a poem. I know it's difficult, but ugh. And these poems can be interpreted in so many different ways.

Bleh.

And Maths? Bleh. We had several assignments, like A, B, C to F. This is how I made them: A, E, F, D, B, C. I had five pages of crap, but I think I did alright. The 'easiest' assignments were the ones I had the most problems with. Probability, ew. Next chapter, something with algebra. Better.

I took some pictures again today. x x

I really had a pretty one, if I may say so. But there's hair all over my face.

I'm trying to photoshop that away now. Gotta love photoshop.

I dunno whut.

Hello there! Gosh, there are so many cute blogspot layouts on the internet, but none of them are me. So I tried to make my own, but I have no inspiration at all. Blehhhh.

Also, I should be studying right now. c: nahhh.

It's really misty outside right now -_-'


Mariska asked me to take a picture of me with my necklace (or did she mean just the necklace... :'D).

Here are the results haniii!
x

And I like this one a lot, but you can't see the necklace on it. o:

bleh

Okay.
Nevermind.
:3 I'll just stick with this layout.

ehh!!!

Today I dreamt that I had an utter fail for my English assignment D:

Please don't fail.
Please don't fail .__.

Hello Hello!

Well.

Hai.

And please wait for a little while longer while I get an idea for a great layout 8D

... or find one on the internet :'D